Archive for October, 2007

My Special Birthday

Wednesday, October 31st, 2007

It’s one of those bad coincidences again. Everything just had to come tomorrow. It could have very easily not come to the 31st of October, but it did. Someone’s obviously not happy with what I do or likes to see me running behind things and being miserable while at it. I have to wake up at 4:30 am, do the same old stuff which will always remind me of the 4 years I have wasted in an Engineering college, forever.

I’ve surely had better birthdays in the past. Will have some great ones in the future. But just not this time. I wish I could just have a day off and just sleep. I deserve it.

The so called celebrations and other stuff to happen sometime later in the day. I at least get to enjoy my favorite cake flavor tomorrow, if that’s some consolation.

The magic number is 21! I guess. I’m happy with how things are in my life right now. So, there’s a nice wave inside me. Thank you everyone for the good wishes!

Keep your cool, Sourabh, Keep your cool

Tuesday, October 2nd, 2007

I’m finding it real hard to find a certain piece of paper. I distinctly remember to have seen it on the table last week. But now, its vanished. No one except me ever moves anything in my room. I know it’s right here. Somewhere. But still, I’m not able to find the damn thing.

I’ve been looking for it for the past three hours. Cleaned the entire cupboard and flipped the pages of endless numbers of books, magazines and notebooks. But still no luck. Showed complete disregard to the piles of CDs and DVDs. I’ve tried my best to keep my frustration under control so far. There is no one else to blame but me. And that makes it even more difficult to find it. The moment it went out of sight, I knew it would be quite a task to find it. Now, I’m seeing how big a ‘quite’ this is turning out to be.

Not finding it is not an option. If I don’t find it after a break of hot shower and cup of tea, I’m gonna go crazy. For sure.